My Beloved, oh how he is mine...

I feel like no one ever reads this. No one really cares about what I find up here. The only one who checks this is Prof. Stanovsky whenever something is due. No one wants to hear my ruthless rants or what I think of something. People don't care about how my day has been or my crazy adventures into the cinematic world. I find it sad that the only follower I have is my room mate, and that's out of courtesy. I go though other's blogs all the time, because maybe... just maybe, they will return the same favor. I don't know.... Maybe I'm just being silly. Maybe there are a few out there who do check in occasionally... I know this was just supposed to be some assignment, but it's nice to know that other people out there care just as much as you do. Most people here don't even post unless there is a paper due or something. I suppose I'm just feeling a bit discouraged, you know? I even put up a poll to see who reads this blog. No responses. It's probably nothing... Usually I might not even care myself... but blogs are for sharing, for expressing yourself and creating an outlet... like an online journal for all to see. That's what this assignment was about, right? Sharing and expressing?

*sigh*

Well I'm done complaining for now. It won't fix anything and it'll only make me sound pathetic and needy, which are flaws of myself I can admit to. At least the needy part. All members of the Female Species need some form of attention and appreciation. It shines through usually when I'm tired. Which I am. I should sleep more.... Plenty of time for that after these next 2 1/2 weeks.

In other news.... I have written a song. I do that occasionally when the inspiration strikes.... Usually when I am supposed to be writing papers. This puppy comes mainly from the ultimate Love Ballad: Song of Solomon. This song goes, of course, to Peter the magnificent. No one else could make me feel this way. He keeps me from going crazy, he holds me when I'm upset, he deals with my outrageous rants and silly nature. Not to mention how extremely gorgeous he is. Sorry ladies.... I know you all dream of finding the most perfect, greatest guy in the world, but you won't find him unless you look for him in my arms. Anyway... If you want to read the song, here it is- To: My Beloved

Soooo...... There's that. Later guys.